Today I took 0.5ml of a live resin tincture called 41 Bananas. It was smooth and sweet when eye dropped under my tongue. It provides a low level body calm—perfect for doing housework and playing with the dog
I remember the last time I put something under my tongue. It was 25 years ago. It was ecstasy in pressed pill form and while most of my friends took it by swallowing the pill with water or crushing it and swallowing it inside a tissue, I took mine by putting it under my tongue and holding it there until it dissolved through my tissues—a painful process that left a few day' sore. I did it this way because I was under the impression that this was the method by which I would absorb the most MDMA (aside from sticking it up my butt—which I wasn't willing to do)
And while today's high is accompanied by slightly happier thoughts than usual, that ecstasy 25 years ago came on by making each and every one of us sitting around my living room start to say, "I love— I love— I love—". Ecstasy makes you feel love, makes you think love, even makes you say the words "I love" as it elevates your brain
I was just thinking of that because today I put some drops under my tongue called 41 Bananas. My drug use was necessary 25 years ago. But I like my drug use much better now